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I’m a flake. Frosted. I told my roommate how lost I feel lately and how I’ve never been an active member in my church before. She isn’t a member, but attends several youth groups on her campus and she said she’d go with me today so I wouldn’t have to go alone. Part of me thinks she’s curious about the church, but I really don’t have the energy to be a missionary when I myself can’t even become active. Whatever it is, I’m glad she’s going with me, but I have no idea how any of this will pan out. I’m nervous to go back to the singles ward which I had only attended for a month of last year, but I really want to find my way back to God and live my life along his paths…

I’m not a very great person and I feel guilty, and sad that I’m still experiencing wonderful blessings in my life everyday. Why? How do I deserve even this much?

Also, totally not wearing a skirt. (yayeeyayee)

Hopefully the usual trying-to-go-back-to-church-thing won’t happen: